The word of horror: Exam

For most people, exams are over but for me... i still have 2 coming. Chinese and tutor... may iris rest in peace...yet?

This cannot be explained feeling...

What an awful day today... xcept Science class.. my day sucked flies. So.. Mah(mum) is currently in hospital recovering from her 'not very big' surgery of removing bladder stones (For those who don't kno wth that is, google it :) it's something ewwie). Since the day before, she stated that it is not a serious matter and told me to concentrate on studying (for exams), so i pushed it aside in my mind. But after she left this morning, i couldn't help but worry and that results in with 3 people asking me if i am feeling alright - -". After dinner with Dah(dad) and Bro, we rushed to Ringwood Private Hospital to visit her (no duh). First thing i see when i walked into the room is a rather paled woman lying half-asleep in bed with an oxygen mask/tube blocking the view of her face and the most horrifying IV drip attached onto her left hand. (Iris's mind: WTH@#*$&@&#*!!) I was shocked as!!... felt like i was watching a fresh piece bird crap falling towards my face. But then she just took of the oxygen mask without a second thought. (Iris's mind: DUDE IS IT EVEN OK TO TAKE IT OFF!?!?!?) While the nurse came in to check everything, i started wondering... what would happen to me... if my mums gone? OFC that won't happen but.. Who would take care of the house? Who would control me when i'm having a PMS break-down? Who would be the one sneaking into my bed and harrass me early in the morning? All these unwanted feelings crept into my mind and i almost cried. How i stopped myself? (Iris's mind: IRISS!! STFU don't b a retard!! SHE'S FINE!!) and eventually i sucked it up, Geegee. I wanted to stay with her at the hospital but that stupid nurse said i am too young and catergorized me as a minor and for once... i wished i was over 18. Afterwards, we left all the junk my mum wanted which includes: Portable DVD player, Dramas and iPod, and left. So yeh... it is really not a good feeling to see ur mum in the hospital bed. well for me... i would never want to see it again.
Ur probably thinking... 'God iris is dayum annoying.. she either never blogs or blogs such a fat paragraph' Well... after i saw such a scene, i couldn't think of any other way to express my feelings other than blog - -
klaterz :)